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Broken Christmas

They are like incapacitated animals on four wheels, empty cases making primal sounds. Their souls are gone leaving solemn shells behind, a shell that once was a grandmother, now nothing, with a vacancy sign hanging around its dilapidated neck, with blank eyes and a vague mind. I left that sterile box that housed what was known to be life at one point; I followed a grey path lined with black frozen water. It was like exiting to waiting room for hell, but Death had forgotten that small in the ground where they were kept. The smell of premature decay all around, the smell of Death was all around. A broken ornament now hangs from a synthetic tree making a final attempt to warm the dead hearts of the nearly departed. For they are now just left in a static state with nowhere to go but down that festering disease ridden hole in the center of abstract desolation.

 

The End of the World

The immaculate has become tarnished and rusted. It brings upon a primal fear where no tranquility can be found. Broken eyes sedating in a somber dream. Blood and dragonflies, spider lilies and tears. What is to come of this new sin. A paradigm never before seen in such brutal filigree, and I, I revel in the uprising of pure immorality and depravity known as true adoration for murder

 

Uninvited Ardor

My thoughts that were abstract now replace with thoughts of you. The dreams that were haunting and violent are interchanged by dreams of adoration for you. I didn’t want this. I am not supposed to feel that way about you. I am not allowed to dream of you. Whets the point anyway it’s never going to be real it’s only a game my mind likes to play. Christ why did I have top fall in love with you and start caring about you, goddamn it I let my self slip again. It’s just another infatuation that should never exist, its felt on one part alone. This fucking plague, it seems to spread from one obtuse heart to another with the same hopeless outcome. Nothing ever comes out for the unfortunates like us.

Cessation

Love is cruel, but so am I. If I don’t want to then I want fucking have you so just back the hell. Love is cruel, and so are you. The one I want will ever have desire me. Cruelty is my motive, and the aspirations of you are haunting me, I know they will never leave me tonight. Love is my enforcer and the fantasies are always broken in the end.

 

Mon Mere

The poison took her looks and the curse took her feminine. They ripped her open and tried to exercise the demon, still she fights it. A losing battle she will fucking win. Why does she have to suffer, what did she ever do that was so bad? It rots her skin it cracks and peels. She is the one person it is supposed to be all right to become attached to, to have forever. I always thought so anyway. Why does she have to go away? Please god no, he will kill himself.

"Without you everything falls apart, without you it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."

It is like living without a heart. I would give them every bit of me, if you let her stay. Who is going to pick up my pieces, I cannot help but wonder these things. Who is going to check my face and watch HIM videos with me, because I do not want anyone else to do it? I am so sorry that I left you all alone that summer and wouldn't come home. You told me that you missed me when I'm not there, well I will miss you too. Then the time I cut myself and came to you, it scared you I didn't mean to I just needed help and you told me that I was your world I was your little girl and you love me. You asked me that night if I wanted to kill myself. I could never be that selfish, but if you go what reason do I have to stay. Hell, everyone else will leave me to then.

 I don't want her to be gone forever like grandmother too. I begged let her stay with me because if you take her you're just going have to take me to. Is that worth it to you? Are do you really care that much? Of course you do, I could never doubt you. Sleeps now for you are tired now they whisper in her ear, Sumerland is waiting, dear.

"Without you everything falls apart"

Bloody wrists and High Hopes

Her pale fingers trace over fresh cuts as she said, “There is something so appealing about scars, so attractive, the way they shine.” Her arms encircle me in a leading embrace. She takes my hands into hers, holding them lightly, as I think how I’m never this lucky. She then looks to see if they are healing well and wonders why the marks were made. That was beyond both our comprehensions. I had never felt so cared for before, by someone I did not even know, but it will never be

Predictions of Tristan’s untitled

His despair haunts her beyond any repair. Her delicate heart knows, it causes her woes…

When the blackest of Irish eyes met with a pair of Nordic blue maelstroms. There was a coming together of so great power that it burned their hearts and cauterized lips. A source of light is always salvation from the darker hours. No hearts can be spared from true love’s haunted wraith.

Pagan

Show me the godess, intangible purity. Let us see your higher self, bring us peace in your virginity and send away the darkness, shift it to light, protect us from our fright. Bind all your negativity and I will show you my true faith. Take you away from this miserable place. We’ll define your fate tonight. Look through your third eye. Hidden knowledge will be unveiled for you, the spiritual power will be yours .I will show you the goddess pure female energy incarnate.

Beautiful Requiem

In this resplendence, our tourniquets become imbrued. What a rapturous moment I am enthralled by you. The anathema called Death is resonating in my head. I watch my pallor skin its preternatural decay slowly fades away. Beautiful requiem, bleeding from my soul. The beautiful requiem is something untold. We are dissipating slowly, disenchanted by a perverse world. What fascination I have found in you suicide, as all hope is lost. It was taken from our darken hearts sometime ago, and we all went down past all seven of hells and heavens, the maelstrom of fears, and the pits of lonely tears to where the soulless ones are throw away and forgotten

Ophelia always smelled of lavender and wine

You are rosemary, my dear Ophelia.

Wistful dreamer of darken skies, hopeful lover of all the night. Loyal to a sickening fault with an unfailing romanticism, you inspire my words, my dear Ophelia. Beautiful Ophelia, you are a part of me I cannot deny, the incarnation of nocturnal magik, a strong willed witch, with mind powers of a goddess, lost in a melancholy revere even just for tonight, my dear Ophelia. I’ll never betray thee. My dear Ophelia, you are death and decadence of all haunting athletics in the vast world,


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